soul-searching

noun
UK /ˈsəʊlˌsɜː.tʃɪŋ/
US /ˈsoʊlˌsɝː.tʃɪŋ/

Thinking hard about what you really feel and who you really are.

After the argument, she did some soul-searching and decided to apologize.


OTHER MEANINGS

2. A deep and careful look at your own thoughts and feelings.

His year abroad led to months of soul-searching about his career.

3. The act of questioning your beliefs or values.

The scandal caused real soul-searching within the company.

4. A period of serious thinking before making a big decision.

After some soul-searching, he turned down the job offer.