troubledserenity
nounUK /ˈtrʌbəld səˈrɛnɪti/
US /ˈtrʌbəld səˈrɛnəti/
A calm feeling that still has some worry inside it.
She sat by the lake with a troubledserenity, smiling but thinking about her problems.
OTHER MEANINGS
2. A quiet moment that is not fully peaceful because something is bothering you.
The troubledserenity of the empty house made him feel lonely.
3. A person who looks calm on the outside but feels upset inside.
He was a troubledserenity, always smiling while hiding his fears.
4. A peaceful place that still feels a little sad or tense.
The garden had a troubledserenity after the storm.